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      • ハーグリーブ邸の秘密とメイドの契約
        • 01 – 月光
        • 02 – 夜空
        • 03 – デーモン
        • 04 – 過去から響き
        • 05 – この屋敷
        • 06 – 鋭い問い
        • 07 – デーモンが手招く
        • 08 – 秘密の調査
        • 09 – ネズミ
        • 10 – 闇に包まれた
        • 11 – 鳥は窓から飛び込む
        • 12 – ハーグリーブ邸宅の吸血鬼の真実
        • 13 – 吸血鬼の最後の愛しい名残
        • 14 – 海と同じ深さの水溜り
        • 15 – 危険な天使は柔らかく手を撫でる
        • 16 – ベルトに剣を帯びた天使
        • 17 – ザ・ハウンド
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The Study of Casian

  • July 20, 2026

    20th August 2026 – Everything’s Tokyo

    So job hunting has pretty much failed. I tried my best to find a job here in Kansai. It started with non-tech positions, then I tried Project Manager and Senior backend engineer positions, then I tried even middle-level engineer positions, before finally trying full remote positions. 50 companies I applied… Read more →

  • July 16, 2026

    Writing Exercise: No Thinking

    I came across some writing advice while doomscrolling. So let’s make it into an exercise to flew our writing muscles. Read more →

  • 7th July 2026
    July 7, 2026

    7th July 2026

    Job hunting has not been going well. Suffice it to say that it has gone nowhere. But I do not falter. I reflect, I improve, and I persist. Read more →

  • May 1, 2026

    Ninety Cannot Be Free

    I awoke to the System. I cannot say how. Fractured memories flutter elusively still, mocking my attempts to organise them.  A helmet strapped around my eyes blinded me. At once I felt panic surge, driving me to claw with desperate fingers at the plastic casing. I found the latches to… Read more →

  • 1st May 2026
    May 1, 2026

    1st May 2026

    I did a Japanese-style SPI tests for a position as a localizer at a manga company. It was quite scary. Read more →

  • A Life Unfulfilled…
    April 22, 2026

    A Life Unfulfilled…

    We are pieces of the Universe granted a brief moment of consciousness in the grand machinations of the cosmos. A cruel, painful, beautiful and wonderous experience. It is therefore our life’s goal to make the suffering worthwhile. Read more →

  • 「外国人」を言うと誤解させる
    April 15, 2026

    「外国人」を言うと誤解させる

    私もその問題のか。ここに住んだり、税を払ったり、年金を払ったり、言語を学んだり、日本の習慣に通して行ったりすることにもかかわらず、私はまだただの「foreigner」か。 Read more →

  • 5th April 2026
    April 5, 2026

    5th April 2026

    My apartment is too expensive. Compared to my colleagues and friends, I am paying roughly ¥20,000 (roughly equivalent to 3 days work at my English teaching job) more a month. It’s a nice enough, pretty typical of most 1K apartments in this city, perhas on the slightly newer side and… Read more →

  • Chasing Passion
    March 31, 2026

    Chasing Passion

    “According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.” The Symposium, Plato I sit before you now, dear… Read more →

  • Why Is Casian?
    March 29, 2026

    Why Is Casian?

    “Not all those who wander are lost.” J.R.R. Tolkien After over a decade spent carving for myself a modest adult life I abandoned the vessel entirely and set forth on a new voyage. Whether it was the correct decision or not, I may only realise upon my death bed, should… Read more →

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